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Tuesday, October 30, 2007 Y
Hot like hell

For so long since I've encountered extreme hotness (emotionally)
but for no reason,
this trigger for the hot, boiling blood was engaged by 2 people.. (amazingly not my dad)
they both accused me of things I did not do..

one thought that after getting a higher pay than her
will have better life (read: away from bills)
I certainly do not deserve such life
and neither do I have the ability to do so.
For I do not bother anyone in my family when I have financial trouble,
even though I would like to contribute to my family for my acknowledgment of self-usefulness
as a matter of fact,
that day I did not reply her sms is because I'm so damned broke
n I do not have the guts to tell her in fear that she'll tell my family..
n there she is, accusing me for not helping her in times of need.
I bet she did not know that I have to eat bread everyday for 2 weeks before my pay arrives..
and that amt of $$ is not even enough for my transport and meals..
not only that,
she jumped to another conclusion that I proudly announced all my expenses straight after she asked me to pay for one of the bills (so that I can get away from that bill, she said) right before I finish calculating my expenses and proposed to split that bill.
my life isnt a bed of roses as well..

another one in the office..
I already requested this particular thing to be done like yesterday..
since she's not there,
I asked another developer to help me instead
because I am not authorized to do it..
then today,
that developer pushed everything back to her as she's back and thats her task..
asked me if she can do it a little later (n did not state how long it'll take)
for fear that I might not be able to meet the deadline,
I told her my situation and say she can proceed to do her things first if it doesnt take too long..
wah..
then the message like saying I force her to do mine first lo..
then I rephrase my situation and she asked why I did not follow procedure..
I told her what happened yesterday n this morning..
her reply msg?
ask me next time follow the procedure (which I already did)

is she stressed or something?
are they both stressed?
then why am I the one being picked on ar?
it's irritating lo..
I almost went violent..
but nvm..
I feel so much better now..

Joelle`*


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Name ♥ Joelle Goh Koon Ling
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cheaters
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lose money
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people who ruin my day
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misplace my stuff

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go perm hair
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BoA's 1st compilation album: K-pop Selection
F.I.R.'s fei xing bu luo album
complete my current course
mountain bike
bio-essence eye and face lift
close up my nose pores
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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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