Today is a happy day!
eh..nowadays got moodswing..
one moment frustrated like siao
next moment happy like siao
then restless like siao..
ARGH!!!!
I'm going crazy!
Not sure if its because of my body (been not feeling well but dunno wads the problem)
or I'm just damned anxious about the NTU admission..
or just plain worried about my next 5 yrs' path..
Anyway
next Tuesday is Ben&Jerry's Free Cone Day!!
u can get single scoop of ice cream free!
besides that, u can requeue for another single scoop!
muahahahaha
I'm gonna eat my cherry garcia till I knock out!
oops..
hehe..
but anyway..
gotten my first full paycheck..
actually over 1k one
but the CPF took few hundred bucks
n it became 900++..
damned sad lo..
cos I got so many things going on in my life..
these money just aint enough..
plus I nid to get a new phone before any bad things happen
oh ya..
I din mention what phone I'm gonna buy right?
W880i lo..
cant defeat its ultra-slim body..
I even told myself I can bring torch light and digital FM receiver to cover its flaws..
haha..
I will be invincible with this phone!!!!
*lightning appears behind my back*
man I'm going crazy..
NTU professors save me pls..
=x
just got to know that the result will be shown in between 2nd May and 4th June..
din read instruction carefully huh.....
but its really long
not sure if I even have the money to appeal..
haix..
today my mummy go KK Hospital for checkup..
doc told her all the bad things...
but I still hope for the best lah..
thats my practice..hope for the best n expects the worse..
I want another sibling!
hehe
n doc say the baby will be born in 1st Nov..damned late lo..
so I was saying..
1st Nov is the anniversary for dearie and me
n if the baby must come out,
the time of birth must have only 1 or 0
nice mah!
like mine! only 1 n 0!!
^^
my definition of happy family: my mummy, my sis and me and our bfs/husbands and the unborn sibling
I'm not going to add that man in my life no matter how hard ppl asks me to forgive him..
I'll forgive him when I forget about his existence..
that how I forgive n forget..
if somebody I really hate is someone I see almost everyday
my hate for that person will increase..for no reason..
looks weird, but that's how I operate..
so best is dun see that person n think of the past is the best..
I dont like to be angry..n I hate negative feelings..
even so..
I'm still quite happy
today got into meeting
n quite pleased with my results..
not the best performance though
but at least it adds abit of fuel to my passion in IT..
otherwise I'll just curse and swear about testing that doesnt seems to gimme what I want..
my tagline: nobody can live w/o passion..if u are one of them, then u're a zombie..
passion can be anything
it can be anything!
that phone, that piece of clothes, that nice pair of boots, to interact, to study..anything!
everyone has one small passion
not neccessary work or studies or achievements
my passion is to be in my ideal way of happy family with good career and pay..
haha..
I've always known as the greedy woman..
still not to late to know it now!
alright..
I got "over-high"
not the drug kinda high,
but the really happy high (a.k.a. really really very happy)
I'm tired..
din slp well yesterday night
so I kept singing to myself thinking that I'll get tired after singing..
but I got more awake..
o.o
I'm just such a weirdo..
Joelle`*