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Saturday, January 06, 2007 Y
my own problem

I'm mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted
for wad reason?
I dunno
maybe it's PMS
maybe i'm just tired of my current life

I notice that when I'm in a relationship I'm always tired of my life..
maybe cos since sec 1 I've nv been single for more than 2 months (except the year of my 21st b'dae)
haha..
maybe I should engage a part-time lover should my current relationship fails..
or be a mistress of someone..
maybe I wouldnt feel so lonely
or be so tired of my attached life..

do u have times when u feel like just burying urself in slp
or to work soooo damned hard at work just to get over ur problems?
I did
n frankly speaking I did stayed till 7pm during my dearie's I-Guides camp just so that I can reach home late
n wash up..
n slp immediately so that I can just forget abt him
to my knowledge it fails!
I was too exhausted but I still couldnt slp
much worse than death

I believe everday I'll just shout to myself (privately) abt getting a life of my own
to get independent again
n ignore dearie
I cant possibly cry every moment like this n self-pity myself as though my end of days is to be crushed by another problem in a relationship..
I made it too complicated for myself..
n he thinks that its actually very simple
communication breakdown badly
cos I've already stopped communicating to anyone I know
I listen
but I dun care..
nobody will want me to care
so one ear in one ear out

dearie oso showed me his I-Guides video
no anticipation
no happiness
I feel like a doll(with no feelings)
maybe I cant be bothered to have one
cos too much can kill me (heart attack)..

I'm just a person with no emotion
pls dun read any of my blog entries anymore
I'm afraid u'll be bored to death....

Joelle`*


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Name ♥ Joelle Goh Koon Ling
Age ♥ 22
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Horoscope ♥ libra
Status ♥ Attached
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cheaters
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smokers
toys
lose money
feeling useless
feeling depressed
medication
people who ruin my day
no $$
misplace my stuff

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go perm hair
get a degree in design/art
BoA's 1st compilation album: K-pop Selection
F.I.R.'s fei xing bu luo album
complete my current course
mountain bike
bio-essence eye and face lift
close up my nose pores
go for braces
CLOTHES!BAGS!SHOES!
go slim down till waist reach 24inches
$$$
a lappy
W880i
move out
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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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