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numbered days before attachment

thurs went to school for pre-SIP departure
then talk about somethings like what to wear and blah blah
went to meet my LO
and left

din know why I wear sports wear that day
even though I know that NAPFA is cancelled like more than 2hours ago
but that feeling was great
so long nv wear sportshoe le
like can fly or something
think I'm gonna buy myself a sportshoe and see what i can do to my trainer shoe
cos nv really get to use it
saw kelvin and joey and a whole lot of people
just dun get why private companies pay more than gov
gov more rich right?
>.<
maybe u get more pay but the work experience is not what u want
thats just self-consoling
but whatever it is
the fact is i get lesser pay
and worse still
I'm sharing the same LO with that guy who kinda ruined my fyp
it's rather depressing
I just hope that I have nothing more to do with that guy
I certainly hope that he feels this way too

I was just wondering when can I get a degree for design
HX finally get to enter a uni in pursue of a degree of psychology
n I started asking myself
when is J (another friend of mine who're interested in psychology) gets to be like her?
and when can I get a degree of design?
though it seems like 3-4 years before I want to start my own family
but 3-4 years are just plain short for me
like there are so many things to do in life and there are not enough time to do
and when I start to plan
everything could be solved by money
and with lotza money I can ust pay my tution loan
and the course fee for design
and so many money issues to take care of
its really traumatizing

sometimes I asked myself
what am I going to do when I graduate?
I'd really like to be a personal shopper
like shopping all the time
but not for myself, for my clients
and of course fashion knowledge and discount cards must be there
as well as knowing the managers or something so that I can get better discount
so many things to do
and I'm pretty much in touch with the world I live
not by creating it
but by improvising it
and to travel around the world just to find the perfect clothes
is something I would love to do
but still
I'm a talk-but-no-action person
unless I can find an agency doing such things
and be part of it
if not
i'm still wasting my time
talking about dreams

I remember trump once said,
"a person need passion for something in life
and that passion will generate energy
with that energy that person will be able to do great things
if a person is without passion
he/she will not have energy to do anything
and hence it is thedownfall of that person."
not word-by-word
but roughly there lah
it is true
with dreams, there is no passion
although sometimes dreams may not be fulfilled
but ur life is lived with lotza energy to change and create things
and thats all matters..

anyway
back to daily routine
enough of dreams and passion
yesterday went to vivocity with dearie
man it's huge
although the grand opening is about a month away
there are lotza ppl there
shopping and enjoying the nice architecture and breeze
it's really a nice environment
though we got lost a couple of times
went there to buy my cousin's 21st b'dae present
in the end bought a really expensive top from forever21
looks nice and like can last quite a long time
but i still fear that my aunts and parents went nagging at me for buying such an expensive top
it's afterall my parents' money

anyway
we went to Sushi Tei for dinner
the food are superb!
had to say their quality for japanese food is still the greatest I've ever tasted
man
dearie and I was completely indulged into that environment and that kinda food
so after that we went to the "sky garden"
they allow people to take off their shoes and walk around the shallow water
at that time dearie wanted to smoke
and I challenged him to dip his feet into that shallow pool of water
n he accepted it!
then he kinda look like farmer in the wet crop field
so funny

dearie and i promised each other that we will be visiting vivocity on christmas day
cos by that time everything is up
and till then we'll be really shopping for ourselves when we go there again
of course
also to visit the pet safari there
which most probably will be opened on christmas day
surely got lotza beautiful animals!
*I miss my chika and pika...

then we wanted to watch some movies from GV
then thought that watching midnight movie there will cost a bomb when we go home
and decided to buy ticket from AXS machine at Tampines GV
watched The Prestige and DOA: Dead or Alive
Prestige was a little boring
but it's a little suspense
when the truth revealed
u suddenly got the energy to finish watching
maybe in the beginning it was boring cos too many suspense
and the whole thing is about winning each other
but still
the ending is simple and convincing

DOA:Dead or Alive
action-packed movie
ermz..action is funny and good
story is so-so
though most of the time they're flying here and there
good if u only want to watch babes and hunks and action
something like tokyo drift
'cept that their action is different

am looking forward to Sinking of Japan and World Trade Center
maybe next month then watch
^^
so scared of attachment
soon going to go to zz's chalet
hope she like the present

Joelle`*