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exercise day T.T

couldnt get to slp
I'm like a light sleeper these days
slpt early and wake up damned early too
I just slpt at 12mn
n woke up at 3am
n I couldnt slp anymore

yesterday was weird
what did i do?
hmmzz..
besides drawing on day before
I went to create a blog for dearie and me
but i guess the first entry will be on nov 1st,
which is our first year..

soon we'll be rather bz
with HX's b'dae celebration next week
and dearie's sis signing the marriage certificate on Wed of the week after next
and gong gong's b'dae celebration on Children's Day
my b'dae on the 10th
Joey's b'dae on the 13th
"exercise exam" & SIP briefing on the 19th
then our 1st yr anniversary on Nov 1st
it seems like this and coming month i'm rather bz!!
after which is the SIP..
T.T
hope i get to a nice company if SengKang CC doesnt want me..
oops..
I forgot I have to do resume for SIP
silly me!

I showed Dearie the sketching
he said look like some snake goddess or something
=.=
maybe too many thick lines~
which were meant to be cloth and light

after which we went jogging
man that was tiring
we din jog much
cos Bibi* was tagging along
(i insisted cos dearie promised to jog/walk Bibi* at Bedok Reservoir Park)
but Bibi* stamina is low
cos nv exercise
my stamina is low too
but not as low as hers
cos she really entirely nv really excercise in her life
Dearie was disappointed
cos I'm like so weak
cos he said, "at least u did sweat..."
T.T
n he din jog much too
he said he's like not excercising
so he said something like we'll do that again tml without Bibi
alright..
hope I'm not running like some ape (with those lifeless arms) or something
- *Bibi is dearie's bitch (female dog, in case u misunderstood)

after jogging/walking we went to dearie's house
bathed Bibi and dry her up
then Bibi start to follow me wherever I go
ya, n start to lick my legs too
she's so sweet
but what's memorable is to be able to do things together with Dearie
that's just some sweet memories to keep ^^

then after that we watched FMA with our dinner
man..
watch until I wanna slp
n the storyline's kinda complicated
maybe i'll rewatch it sometime
maybe i wasnt concentrating
maybe I was so tired
whatever it is
I hope the ending clears my thoughts

I guess I'm a fickle minded person
cos I really dont feel like working right now
after SIP still have to work to clear my tution debts
yeah
u can say I'm feeling lazy
I wont deny that
n I just wanna stay at home n draw
cos i believe love (dearie) and drawing is the passion that makes me live
money is next..
I'm living in poverty
though I would like to change that poverty thingy
I would rather fuel my passion before changing my miserable life
because Dearie will be too bz for me when sch reopens
he's gonna work and study
me?
maybe passion makes me live when those days come
and money will come when SIP starts
maybe not a lot of money
but enough to satisfy me
enough of my lazy theory
we shall see how it goes
whatever makes me happy~ *winkz-*

alright
gtg nap a while
take care
ciaoz~

Joelle`*