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Everything happens for a reason............

yesterday went to Suntec, MS and City Link for shopping
shopping by myself lahz~
while Dearie's working
I go shop ard for like 4 hrs
initially it was hard to pass
n I almost faint
nowadays feel giddy easily
head is killing me these days

I went to see the clothes
hopefully can get some for dearie
even though no money
I still wanna pamper him when I do have the money
which I dun

I remember asking dearie what I mean to him
u know me
asking stupid questions all the time
so I kinda demanded an answer
n he said something about having warm fire in a cold empty place (if i'm not wrong)
seriously
I dun get what he meant
=.=
so he was smiling and doesnt wanna tell me what it meant
he said, "I'll sms u the meaning when I'm going to slp."
=.="
so I din really think about it anyway
cos i know he'll tell me
*wink*
so I went to do my stuff
n the sms came
he explained it in such a way that we share the same values and views in life
but something I dun get it is
what has it got to do with fire and cold?
maybe i'll ask him later..

well,
much to disappointment
the IT Project Show has been called off
not because we were not up to standard
but because my team doesnt wanna do it

what can I say?
though when prompt to give an answer on whether we wanted to join the IT Project Show
I knew such things will happen
thats y i hestitated
because I really wanted to be part of the IT Project Show
but the conflicts we faced
I would call it a rather difficult path to take
at some point of time I did thought of just getting a job and let go of this dream of mine
but thru Joy and dearie's encouragement that made me pluck up the courage to challenge the impossible
now?
I can only sigh to myself
telling myself that everything happens for a reason
& seriously
I demand a big fat reason for this
more money for me when I go out to work part time soon?
I certainly hope so

I've been sketching today
though it took less than 5 hours to finish a sketch
quite slow huh?
but anyway
the sketch I did was a combination of a deity and a fairy
the oriental mix western woman
weird?
i thought so too
it may become my blogskin
I'm gonna learn how to build a blogskin from scratch
n hopefully I can implant some flash or something
but before all these
maybe I can just learn a trick or two on enhancing pictures digitally
n learn how to make a beautiful flash
n meanwhile I go n take temp. job
and go train for oct19
though the SEAL point doesnt matter to me anymore
cos I dont intend to further studies anymore
maybe I'll further studies when I have the money
but that will be secondary unless I've paid the tution loan
I'm always poor
T.T

anyway
in case u din notice
TP exam results is on 14th Sept
3more days~!!
hopefully no supp for me
*pray*

but now my most headache problem is the temp. job
I'm picky even though I tell others dun be picky
I'm basically not picky in salary
more on the work load
seems like simple is the best
and the more the better
but no take-home-and-do work
i nid job to occupy my time
n to earn extra money
simple as that

why i started to talk about my dream job?
anyway
I think I'm going nuts
I'm going to eat soon I guess
no appetite and lack of slp
I feel like a zombie
till the next time
enjoy ur holiday before the results! (TP students)
enjoy ur days to the fullest! (everyone)
ciaoz~

::passion is the thing that keeps people moving.
without it, you find no meaning in life.
so, what is ur passion?::

Joelle`*