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What a terrible week..

every morning when I wake up
my mon presentation keeps flashing back
n it was unbearable..

anyway
have to inform ppl who're anticipating my hp's line recovery
i'll have to say either this weekend or next week
if unfortunately I couldnt retrieve my line
I may have to send u a new hp number in time to come
n hopefully I can get a new phone too.. *smile*
i guess thats me..
when everything just come crashing down
I'll just think of the good things that will happen after the crashing of situation

anyway
yesterday went to national library to study
we wanted to go to the study area in national library
but unfortunately it was full
not even a place to sit..
but national library is huge!
and their study area have vending machines of coffee, snacks, bottle of drinks..
with bright sunlight brightening the whole room..
it was really a nice place to study..
but the rest of the library cannot have food or drinks or bags or notes to go with us..
I certainly hope that they can make the study area into one big floor,
n not just one small room that is not even 1/4 of the drama floor..
we went to B1 in search of tables and chairs..
but to no avail
places that allows studying are the study room and B1
which are all packed with people who read and study
so we gave up studying in national library
wad a wasted trip..

we went to catch a movie instead..
I wanted to watch "Click"
but dearie wants to watch "Ghost Game"
I'm a timid mouse
so I was like giving him that please-don't-watch-this-movie face..
but in the end we watched that horror flick..
that show..not exactly horror
but it has some history to it..
Case 17 in Thailand..
the command Jium is a monster..
he killed his soldiers and captives during his birthday
n commited suicide after killing them..
so when he died..
he's killing everyone at that place where he died every year (as ghost)..
rating: 2/5
not scary enough, but the suspense is there..
everything will come to a clear picture when its finishing..
but left one stupid moment at the last scene that will make you ask yourself what is happening..
yeah..
so not exactly clear with the ending..
=.=

when I went to dearie's home for dinner..
we came across this smoking topic..
he told me that he couldnt quit smoking
n he feels that he is being restricted or something..
(cos I told him he can only smoke one cigarette every 12hours)
n he ask why I'm with him when I couldnt bear the smell of cigarettes..
I told him my ans and told him that if he never quit smoking
i make sure that our stage of relationship will always be what it is
i also dropped the idea of restricting him..
let him have some own-time-own-target basis on quit smoking..
i'm kinda tired of arguing on the same topic over n over again..
plus my recent setbacks on fyp..
n my computer breakdown..
plus my hp payment..
it's piling up..
n i still have to take care of my exams..
its tiring..
so i just drop the whole thing..
i dun wish to quarrel on such minor things in the future..
abt his health n mine..
n i dun wish to be passive smoker all my life too..
too many complications that will affect our relationship
so just let it be..

anyway,
today's supposed to be a study day..
so I'm going to mug on my ECSA..
n push every bad situations happening to the back of my head..
I'm very tired..
I feel like I'm draining my every single blood out of my body
so that I can paint a beautiful picture using my blood
its like I'm pushing every limits of me
so that I can handle everything well in my life..
everyone says I'm too hard on myself..
maybe that's because I'm never satisfied with what I have..
always pushing my limits..
n everyone's too..

take care folks..
thats all I can say
n do..
whatever it is..
good luck in whatever you do..
bye~

Joelle`*