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Wednesday, April 05, 2006 Y
what is happening to me?

time flies..
a month has passed since my last exam
n i took my suopp paper..

Principal of Marketing:P
CMSK3:D+
SWEN:D+
CSAD:C
WBAT:D
20th Century Fashion:B

I'm really curious about the Marketing supp paper 'real' result..
I keep telling myself no supp paper..
n it did happen
haix..
i really cant forgive myself that

I saw Miao Hong at Bugis..
she said she havent submit the proposal..
n then the grp member thingy she havent tell lecturer oso
so i ask her to do it on the 17th..
before the allocation of group members n theme of the project start first..
I guess someone are curious abt y I'm not with Desmond n the rest but with MH..
basically I fear that they already have a group
even though Joey did told me that they still need a person to form 3groups..
they kept asking lecturers questions n thought they have already formed their own..
n in the hurry n uncertainty(they approached me quite late)
I decided to ask MH if I can join her..
but surprisingly
after I joined the grp...
Des n Clarence approached me
although it's pretty sad things turned out this way..
but still I have to stick to what it was..
it would be unfair to MH if I cross the river to join Des..

I've noticed I'm acting strangely..
I mean I'm not myself..
I wanted to give up my poly life like Joey..
seriously..I feel like doing that
I feel like crying to myself n ask myself what I've gotten myself into..
everyone is a motivation to each other..
but why when everyone's motivation is low we tend to fall?
why when reaching a particular goal is much more difficult than it was in the beginning?

anyway
Dearie is joining tp in the coming semester..
that means we'll have more time with each other..
it's cool..
my 'god bro' has been saying i shld be excited about it..
i'm just afraid that I'll be more quiet with other people..
maybe cause I'm always lidat..
there are times people hate themselves..
but my time has always been here..

I forgot where's the 'me' when I really love it..
cos all that I could remember from the past are those sad, hurtful n unhappy memories..
they keep haunting me these days..
n sometimes i cry without reason..
thats pathetic..
really..i hated the vulnerable me

that all..
i'm feeling slpy since its 4:30am now..
take care..
byez~

Joelle`*


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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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