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I hate the starting of sem

alright
its official
I always hate the beginning of sem
cos something always cock up
like internet connection
or worse..
computer problem

I'm like so stuck everytime..
for 4sems
it has always been lidat
it seems like a ritual
b4 making slog like hell
it'll make me panick like hell

since I've skipped 3tutorials last wk
lets make it one more
since the lecturer is so strict
even I do like his style of teaching
cos it kinda make me panick
n work hard
but
I still decided to go shop for dvd-rw
n hopefully I can reformat my whole comp

Screwed?
definitely
the beginning is always lidat..
then later chiong like hell
I hope

my sweetie is going for exercise in his camp
so for a wk I wun be seeing him
there's definitely a time whereby I'll miss him a hell lot
maybe not now
since this wk is so long
I'm gonna test how much I actually cherish him
sometimes u dun realise how much u love a person
until u really realise that he's not beside u anymore

alright..
I'm stuck with wad I wanna blog..
cos..I'm all abt complains now
I just don't feel like going to sch
even though I really love school a lot
I just cant find a reason y I'm like rejecting everything
n I cant do much retail therapy
cos I'm in debts now

anyway
on Sat
I went out with the girls to Grooming workshop
n it sucks
nvm
be there for seal pts
after that
we went to Eunice hse..
went to c little Jade
as well as puppies
maltese puppies..
there's so fragile..
n cute!
slightly bigger than my hand..
n one hand u can just hold them
they aint heavy at all
n they triggered the thought of having puppies even more
shall post more photos I guess..
next time ya?
cos I have those puppies pictures
after Eunice hse we went to Siglap's ThaiExpress
well, food was nice
but really slow
half an hr to cook
bad..
after dinner I tried to get back to Tampines asap
cos Dearie was waiting there..
n this bus 10 took like its own sweet time to reach..
I waited >20mins
that was really bad
then after watching Doom
we walk back to my hse..
n to find that I'm sick..
bad again
cos for this whole yr..
it has been like 3-4times of me sick liaoz
the big record
nono..
I was healthy enough not to fall sick thruout the year
n now?
I'm so fragile as though I can just land myself in hospital one day
n its no joke here
I'm getting worried
very worried

I guess I just need the me-time
or rather..I just nid to get outta here..
from all the agony I'm experiencing right now
it suck..big time..
nothing is going great right now
feel like..
hitting my head, telling it to stop hurting me
slp, just to get away from the world
cry, to vent all my frustrations
my health is deifinitely failing me
n my internet connection is definitely failing my studies
everything just sucks..
cept for love
my grandpa fell
n landed himself in hospital
gonna check him out later
I'm worried for everyone
as well as myself

I'm so full of complaints right now
or rather
frustrations
pessimism is conquering me
i really have no mood to study
not at all..

alright
enough of complaints
gonna go..
buy dvd-rw..
dig out wadeva cd-roms i have for my comp
n screw everything
but chill
I'm going to lab later..
ciao for now
leaving..

Joelle`*