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outrageous!

pretty bad
I'm getting mad with Blogger
everytime I tried to post a blog
it always gimme problem!
I'm missing blogging for like days
n this problem happen 2 times consecutively
its kinda driving me nuts

anyway
we shall start the day from Mon night
its quite happening lah
so since I'm like have to rewriting it for the 3rd time
I guess it will just be a really short summary
cos I'm pretty tired of talking abt the same thing over n over again
just wanna get over n done with it
since blogging is such a chore these days

Mon night I had this really long conversation with Alan n Sharon
its really amazing how everything clicks
n how long we can actually talk
n we talk like overnight thingy
n all 3 of us are not lovers
its pretty cool eh?

ok
nvm
so Alan n I talked till I reached my work place
since Sharon had to put down the phone the moment Hubert woke up
we talked quite a lot of things
n it's pretty odd
alright
so I din have a slp at all
n wad surprises me is that I can tahan till like 36hrs
dats pretty scary
alright
I was working with auntie
n as usual she'll tease me with Chris
I asked for salmon from chris
he gave me one sashimi n one marinated salmon
nice!
then there's this china guy giving me his namecard
after like buying a couple of drinks
Lucus saw it
n he wanted to make a prank on him
too bad
there's nothing I can do abt it
I still have his name card though
so I get to go home early cos of our late cheques
n I'm meeting Alan later after work
so I met him at Bedok interchange just after I get to bank in those emergency cheques
so we headed to Bugis after that
for gift wraps for my parents n cousin
we ended at one corner of Bugis Junction wrapping the gifts
he did it
not me
I'm not so girl to that extent lah
n I'm not saying he's gay
anyway
after gift wrapping we went to Fish&Co
man!
swordfish collar is really big
n he managed to finish most of it
I had grilled salmon
guess I only had salmon dat day
I din get to finish it anyway
so since after dinner we really dunno wad to do
we headed to his sis's stall at Bugis Village
then head back to Tampines to buy volleyball
forgeting that I nid to get those plastic model glue for my RX7
nvm
so we get this really white volleyball
from Sportslink
then we went to Library@Tampines
for some volleyball session
I wasnt concentrating
he knew it
gd memories just flooded my mind
n finally he just asks me to stop
sit down n talk abt it
he's really like a gd bro
but Sharon just told me she got 6th sense he likes me
wadeva it is
I'm gonna just pretend I've nv heard of it
even if she just said that we shld be together in one of our conference
but after that
he waited for my bus with me
b4 parting with me lah
he hit my head b4 leacing
n i cant be bothered
cos I dun wanna miss that bus
it'll take a damned long time for another one

when I reach home
Sharon n Alan n me had this conference again
I was really tired
so I kinda lie down a bit
as my mind slowly drift back to dreamland
something terrible happen
I can still remember
Sharon was actually asking me something
I couldnt ans
I cant open my mouth
then there were flashbacks
I ws grabbed by more than 2guys
I was in this old fashioned but trendy-in-those-days clothes
pink top n blue bottom
I was helpless
I can hear the screaming so loud
I tot it was from me
I can feel those burning sensations on my arms
as if someone did grabbed me
I can feel that I was struggling hard
n screaming at the top of my lungs
helpless n traumatized
dats the feeling I felt during the flashbacks
so short
n yet its so real
Alan told me that it was my previous life
apparently it happened at the same day at the same time
spooky it is
it did happen to him too

alright
this time we din have a long talk
cos Sharon wanted to accompany Hubert
n eventually Alan n I had nothing to talk abt
so we hang up soon

the next day
I was really like a pig
I slpt whole day
big time
so as usual
the 3 of us have conversation
then this time it was really long
we talk until we really have to slp
n imagine us playing badminton the next morning
it was really bad
but eventually
nobody woke up at the time we set
n nobody went for the badminton session
so in the end
I was late for make over
so Alan n I went to the place
during my make over
he went to play arcade
he's a sweet guy
he could've chose not to accompany me n wait for me
but in the end he did lah
anyway
I find that the makeover will not be gd
so I kinda forget abt posting it online or wadsoeva
so after make over
we went to watch Deuce Bigalow with Joy n Sharon
then had dinner at Pepper Lunch
mine's not nice
if u guys wanna eat
take number 3,6,9,12
those are nice
yeah
then we headed to Far East for shopping
bought a really cool bag n top
it's so nice
anyway
we headed home after that
n had a really short conversation
abt a couple of hrs only
Sharon was relaly blunt
she said something like if Alan n I were to get together we'll make a really gd couple
seriously
I dunno how to react
yeah
he's a nice guy
but even so
complications will arise lah
I'm not saying I din tink abt it
but..
I'm terribly hurt right now
he always encourage me to seek other passion rather than fretting over not getting a design course right now
let the nature take its course?
haix

anyway
tml going to kusu island with Joy, Sharon n Alan
gonna eat vegetarian food there!
hehe
loving it
alright
gtg
its late
bye bye!

Joelle`*