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I guess I'm sick again

today I went to work
pretty rotten day
I cut my fingers with sharp ends of a can
I'm not supposed to cut my fingers
not during the days in Fuzion
I've nv cut myself during work at all
much less to say by a can

anyway
Auntie told me that Chris is a flirt
he has got 2gfs
one in malaysia
one in s'pore
yeah
din feel much
but my perspective of him changed
serious
men who flirt sucks big time
so I'm not gonna get any sashimis from him
I'm afraid my mouth will rot

also
I've kinda blocked Felix n Alen
something I've suspected is pretty true
there's no way they dunno each other
dun tell me SP bowling club got thousands of members
which is lame
somemore there's this Jeff who happen to be in the bowling club
plus in the same course same yr as Alen
n Felix..
he knows who Jeff is
so everything link together n it forms a perfected jig saw puzzle
which I've been trying not to admit
but things they did was really overboard
lets hope karma hits them soon n hard
I've also delete Felix from Friendster
no pt being friends with jerks
much less think abt anything which is hopeful n lame at the same time

nvm
enough said of hurtful n bad things
yesterday Sharon, Florence, Alan n I went to Kusu Island
it's so nicely renovated it doesnt look like wad it was in the past
I paid my respect to the gods
as well as offer incense n other stuff
I've also draw my lots
which is not a gd one btw
kinda bad..or rather..very bad
so I burnt the paper
so after bai bai we went to slack near the shore
there's this really beautiful white bird
that allows Alan to grab it
so all of us took a pic with alan n that bird
so alan tan tio lah
can take pic with so many girls
hahaha
I was so chilling out near the shore
I'm always alone at Kusu Island
they had their fun
I nid my peace
I ended up throwing rocks to the sea
I just nid to vent my frustrations bah
then abt 4.30 we took a ferry back to clifford pier
n had our dinner at Milleniun Walk's BK
only Alan n I eat there lah
Sharon met her Hubert at Suntec
Florence left even b4 we finish our dinner
in the end left me n alan
so wad we do?
we go shop ard!
we went to suntec
went to say hi to Denise..
di siao her
hahaha
then we went to get Yami Yogurt
man..it's been so long since I tasted their yogurt
so we headed to Toy'r'us
this new outlet is sooo damned big!
we saw this Lego Ferrari
we're kinda tempted to buy
=.=
but its so damned expensive
so we went to the plastic model shop to get glue
in the end nv buy
reason? dunno
then we headed back to Toy'r'us n had fun with the Halloween stuff
it was so funny lo
he keep making me luff
then Alan was explaning things abt giving myself another chance to love
hey hey
no intention on going together bah
just trying hard as a friend n pull me out of my problems n troubles
I was eyein this pair of VNC shoe
so I was actually taking my time to VNC
unsure whether I should buy this really beautiful pair of shoe
so when we reached that store at CitiLink
it was actually closed
so Alan kinda talk to the sale lady
n in the end we got to get in n buy that pair of shoe
so he was explaining
if I dun go for wad I want
will I actually get wad I want?
maybe I dun get to own that pair of shoes
there're always fate
but human can also twist fate all the time
then we went to HMV at CitiLink
we look ard
saw lotsa stuff
got tired
then went to take mrt

so during the trip I keep talking abt the camouflage pants we saw earlier at TopShop
n forgot to mention it here
n he was like saying 'its so expensive!'
so we were discussing abt how nice it is
n stuff
then he said something that made me laugh the whole journey
he said something like shld've block u from TopShop
so dat i din get to c that pants
I dunno wad I was thinking
I'm kinda luffing at him
now I'm luffing big time
ok
but
its really funny when u get to view wad I was imagining
so I luffed n luffed
until I really cry
so he just sit there n wait for me to finish luffing
so that we can like talk again
sorry
it din happen
n I actually struggled when I'm telling him y I'm luffing
dats really a nice memory
yeah
haha

so when I reached home
its abt 12mn
watched bleach halfway then pause it
went to slp
next morning found out that its only left like 3mins
but nvm lah
finished it
then went to work

just like wad the title says
I'm like sick again
not flu
just serious heatiness
my lips are cracked
bleed
my finger were bleeding too
my body temperature actually went a little high
n I feel cold easily
as in
I nid to warm myself constantly if not I'll feel really cold
n sch's reopening
how to face ppl lidat?
haix
I just dunno how to take care of myself!
damnit

alright
just now went to Bedok Reservoir Park
went to the wakeboard competition
unfortunately
when we arrived there
competition is over
so there were performance by the Stars of Florida
=.=
name abit lame lah
but they had this synchronize wakeboarding
as well as some quite hard stunts that is hard even using BMX to do
maybe for me only lah
hahaha
then flying ants all ard
kinda freak me out
I hate insects
to the core man
anyway
managed to pull it off
not really enjoying the chow
but I really wanna go back there tml
only alan is fine
the others like not available
I keep going out with Alan these days
he's fun to be with
but something's holding me back
is it HuiXian?
high possibility
wadeva it is
everything wun end that ez one lah
I sensed my fear coming
gotta do with HuiXian n Alan
lets hope I get pass that
=.=
I'm tired
I'm wearing that VNC heels cos it's higher that my average heels
must get used to it

alright
I've had fun blogging
cya guys ard
sayonara

Joelle`*