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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 Y
Felix

ok
he's the first thing I tot of when I woke up
I have this habit
before I get off my bed
I'll check my phone for messages or missed calls..
then read the time
before getting up
well,
I receive his msg at abt 1am
but I was soundly aslp then
when I saw it,
his msg actually got me smiling for the day:
'How u feeling now dear?'
saw his msg..
yeah
I told him I was sick
he din reply till like that time
so I replied something like I'm fine n blah blah..
here's the sms conversation:
he:I come up ur place for dear kk
me:huh? nono! messy..
he:Nvm la kk...
he: Dear I hope u will be the girl for me...Love u
me:u alright? r u drunk or something?did u slp?
he:Ha..Got rest la..Me alrite..Lolz...
me:then y r u so serious just now?
he:Got meh? Ha..Cuz I was on the train ma then I was thinking...My relationship with u i wan to commit fully...
me:wad made u make this decision?
he:Dun noe la...Wah lau u everything also wan reason de hor..Ha..
me:Of Course!I'm a curious rat!
he:Dear...Muackz!
me: u havent tell me the reason...
he:No reason la..Jus that i feel that i wan it to be this way loh...
me: y u want it to be this way?
he:Its feeling base on the heart de..Ha..

wad is it that I'm feeling?
I have the same fear
but he made me feel so comfortable with him..
he's making me rely on him...
I dunno wad I shld say
I wanna fall deep n yet...
the fear of breaking up n hurting myself again really scares me
nvm..
talk abt it next time when I have a clearer situation

anyway
I'm working now
n I'm like so damned sianz..
I dunno if I wanna work..
cos I'm so sian of working I feel like killing myself
I just wanna have some serious fun!

oh ya
Desmond called
then I told him my nose were bleeding
suddenly I find that he's a really big bro to me
he'll tease me like my cousin
n we'll talk abt things that are truely out of the relationship tapoic
that means
anything under the sun cept for those lovey dovey type
it's nice to have someone like a bro..
to look up to..
maybe I shall ask him to be my god-bro one day
hahahahahaha
he's going to Thailand on my b'dae
I was nagging at him abt that
shit him
hahaha

alright..
I have got nothing to say today liaoz.....
miss u guys..
sayonara!

Joelle`*


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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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