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Thursday, September 08, 2005 Y
Exams Over

yeah
so relaxed now
tml boating!
gonna tan myself
hmmmm
n clubbin
at zouk
hmmmm
i'll go home b4 zouk..

suddenly i dun feel like having a chalet
i wanna go thailand..bangkok
backpack tour
its gonna be cool
so shld i?

y i'm always with ppl who dun care abt me at all?
y am i the only one seeking for attention?
y I always demand attention?
y history always repeat itself?

I miss tiramisu
I miss Bailey
I miss the sun
I miss my old self~

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i called him just now..
me:hello?
him:ya..
me:u bz?
him:ya
me:*silent*
him:I'm packing my bag now
me:*silent*
him:is there anything else?
me: can I know y u din even contact me for the past 3days?
him:ur phone's spoilt right?
me: I'm using my mum's phone
him: oh..I din know..
me: *silent*
him: *silent*
me: nvm..bye
him: bye
I hang up the phone the moment he said bye

then moment's later, someone msged me...
'Hi darling.dun b angry wif me 4 nt calling u 4 e past 3 days.i juz change my hp no.muz be enjoying nw after yr exam.mine is coming,so less time 4 u.4give me..'

n I was stupid enough to believe..I was way over my head..i din check whether this kinda sms style is from him, n ignoring the fact that I called him using his number n not this new number. I gave too much for this relationship...maybe I wanted so much attention from him..I called him immediately..but noone answered the phone..

then that someone called..he claimed to be his friend, saying he asked him to sms me..
me:then y din he sms it himself?
him:he said he was bz n he asked me to sms for him
me:so does that mean he doesnt even wanna spare that min just to sms me?
him:no lah...exams is coming n he wanna really concentrate on it
me:*silent*
him:but u really dunno who I am ar
me:huh??!!
him:u gave someone ur number just now..

immediately I knew who that person is..I got angry..n i said its not funny..he kept saying sorry..oh ya..forgot to tell u who he is..he's Patch..

I'm so damned pissed I ask him to leave me alone
i dun wanna talk abt him..
I called sharon
but she's bz
I cried..
yes I did
I cried cos I felt stupid..
I cried cos I feel lost..
I cried...
now, i'm talking to George n this guy called Felix..
wad am I doing?
get back at him?
no..
just casual talk..
I dun wanna be unfaithful
thats my principle in life
but Alen..he din even care..
he sense something's wrong..but..
y?
maybe we shld break up
n end this less than 2wks relationship
this is not wad i want..
I'm too sure of that..
wadeva it is..
i shld enjoy...
wadeva i have..cant care..
patch..pls leave me alone..
thanks..

i'm still strong
i hope
haha..
hsve fun tml..
love u guys..
adios amigo(is it spelt lidat?)

Joelle`*


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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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