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I'm so dead..failed dsag but pass opsy by few marks, I guess I'm so gonna kill myself if I really did supp paper..
Now having DSAG interview of the first assignment, which I thought wun happen! saddedy..I'm like so panicky abt such stuff and so lost for everything. I guess I just have to tell him wad I do know..=.= Am I so gonna buck up cos I've almost hit the ground? or am I just gonna sit there and wait for the worse to happen? Seriously, I dunno..I'm so gonna call Fuzion to tell them I cant work until all my assignments are over! I ain't gonna flunk these subjects cos of them! I have so much work to do, and if they're gonna sack me, so be it..no pt working for a company who doesnt care abt their staff.
Money maybe important to me, but I believe I do not have to really work like hell just to make ends meet. turning 21 is such a burden to me..why on such situation? I'm like such a failure especially when turning 21..
I just have this drive on finishing my work..but when I reach home, I just feel like slping! cant tidy my rm, I just let the devil me run the show..and when I'm outside, thats when the reality hit me so hard I could barely stand up..I'm just having a fucked up life now~
What is it that I actually wanna do? I ask myself over and over again..So lost...
Now having DSAG interview of the first assignment, which I thought wun happen! saddedy..I'm like so panicky abt such stuff and so lost for everything. I guess I just have to tell him wad I do know..=.= Am I so gonna buck up cos I've almost hit the ground? or am I just gonna sit there and wait for the worse to happen? Seriously, I dunno..I'm so gonna call Fuzion to tell them I cant work until all my assignments are over! I ain't gonna flunk these subjects cos of them! I have so much work to do, and if they're gonna sack me, so be it..no pt working for a company who doesnt care abt their staff.
Money maybe important to me, but I believe I do not have to really work like hell just to make ends meet. turning 21 is such a burden to me..why on such situation? I'm like such a failure especially when turning 21..
I just have this drive on finishing my work..but when I reach home, I just feel like slping! cant tidy my rm, I just let the devil me run the show..and when I'm outside, thats when the reality hit me so hard I could barely stand up..I'm just having a fucked up life now~
What is it that I actually wanna do? I ask myself over and over again..So lost...
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I finished my dsag interview just now. Was ok..I told him the expected exception and stuff...so he was ok with it..but sad thing is....I din print the source code! I was like..wth! must print source code one meh?
I went to Cartooning after lab...woohoo!It's wonderful! 2nd time and it still gives me the best feeling ever..Gonna ask a lot of ppl to join again!Just love it..Joey say better than Freehand..betta dun let Shervon know..ShHhHh~
Here's the small little nice sketch the instructor did on me..hahax~looks a little real~
Finally I dun find myself feeling that stress...Relax abit..oh ya..the term test result will be presented here when I've gotten all of the result..just to let u know, 1failed 1 passed..all borderline one...quite sad lahx..like back to yr1sem1..
Anyway, take care peeps!I'm feeling better.. ^^
Joelle`*