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CMSK??

had CMSK meeting stuff on today. well, we did not do very well, but managed to pass. Who cares anyway? I dun aim cmsk, since I wasnt gd in such stuff anyway.

dat was supposed to be the highlight of the day. anyway, it ended so fast we din even wanna think abt it. since we finish the minutes like within an hr, the grp went for dinner. oh ya, Shereen took the minutes home for grammer correction. She's recognized for her english, and i'm pretty grateful that she's in our grp..hahax..

n after dinner, they started talking abt tekkong(did i spell it correctly?) and ghosts and all the tales everyone has. but mostly Victor and Alvi were talking. we just listen. seriously, I'm so interested in those tales. those ghost stories and stuff. I can listen, but never ask me to watch or see. Like I've said, my eyes play an important role in my life. I believe I depend on it more than my ears, tongue, nose or even touch. or rather, touch was almost nv implied on most ppl in my life. I took every senses for granted 'cept sight. n I dunno y. I can remember a thing I saw for yrs, but I can forget something I said seconds ago. or forget abt the smelly stuff I've encountered mins ago. n I dun really pick my food, so taste from the tongue is never the most important part of my body. not to mention touch, if u pass me something and ask me to guess blindfolded, I will guess wrongly. dats y I keep memories with the action ppl make, without the lines they said.

anyway, back to dinner. n then they started to talk abt army stuff and police stuff, n we just listen. for 3hrs, including walking to the coffeeshop and eat n ordering, we left at abt 10.30pm. I would really like to listen to more of those army ghost stories. like wad we had when the meeting for Kwee Yong was arranged to celebrate his going-to-be NS man event.practically we were talking abt ghost!I like dat!hahax..but make sure the place is crowded lah~

had like a conversation with my auntie abt the chalet. another option was raised. to get that bunglow chalet hosted by the government if i'm not wrong. have to post on bulletin and let the people to decide on whether they wanna pick me for dat day. sad sia. i really like the idea cos I can have like something on for the weekends. I dun mind having it for 3days 2nights only, as long as the whole event is before my birthday. then after that dunno wad i shld do le..I will be going home on sun, n mon is officially my birthday. so if it's successful, how am i going to celebrate my own self on dat special day?ask some guy out?hahax~

I've been finding a new blog skin. something big and is able to contain my super big pictures without the scroll bar there..oh man, it's lame!most of them are long but thin. *knock head* I nid to declutter soon. my hse is in a serious mess. *cry* so many things to do, n yet so lazy to do..haix~I feel like giving up on myself sia~lame piece of shit..

ok..gtg..ya~take care..its late~

Joelle`*