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Monday, April 11, 2005 Y
~Broken~

I'm feeling nervous breakdown soon..not sure why~maybe cos I havent been crying when I'm supposed to..sad to say, the suicide feeling is still there, and I havent really figure out why I'm feeling this way.

I've been told not to go back to the warehse for work today, cos there wasnt any work for us..It applies to everyone who are part-timers, and I'm feeling extremely sad. I have seriously no idea why I'm workng sooo hard for money, and that I seriously nid time-out for life..I must seriously arrange a day for myself only, and do things that I seriously like to do..I also nid to brush up my comm skills, cos I know the problem lies on me..sry to say, but I dunno how to start..Anyway, back to the warehse..We almost finished all their stuff and were left to do some really not important things b4 going home..& I hated it...my thought was abt earning 600 within 10days..but I guess I'll get less than 400 at the end of the week..which is saddening cos I nid to buy a bicycle!!A nice one, it doesnt have to be a wonderful one like Kelvin's, something that allow me to cycle ard Singapore when I feel like it.

anyway, to get over the sadness I was feeling, I went to rent 2vcds and a dvd..Well, today's not my day cos I broke one of the vcds..I rented Dracula2000, Punisher and Saw..Dracula is the broken one..oh man, i've been paying some unneccessary stuffs which can be avoided..After watching 3movies at one shot, I still don't feel happy.

I feel like crying now but even if I force my tears out, it'll just wun come out..the feeling's like have the mood to shit but kana constipation..wadeva..just feel fucked up as a whole..I just feel like popping a dozen slpin pills and go to slp foreva..I'm rotten..dats all..

Joelle`*


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98 Degrees - Because of You

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[Chorus]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

 
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